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[Jun. 26th, 2007|06:47 pm] |
i hate hospital's and it's probably the worse way to start the summer.
but i get out of work for 2 weeks so thats good [=
umm..i don't go on here but erica thank you for my gift even though you didn't take me to the beach with you [=
iloveyou |
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[Mar. 24th, 2007|06:41 pm] |
every weekend at the best friends house. i love ittt. i wont see dana or joey till like friday night or sat night, and every time i see joey he just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I pretty much moved in. My moms back to trustin me and her again =] and she should.
schools good, this year is going by fast.
i've gotten really close with a lot of
people I never thought I would, but I'm
really happy with the way everything is
MINUS the fact I haven't seen erica =[ |
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[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:49 pm] |
I hate this weekend. I hate his friends so much. this is me and tee's convo well a little part of it.
him: we can talk on here cuz jim on da fone wit dana nd ma mom on da house fone
me: kay wellthen talk. i said my peace.
him: i sed minez 2but.....i wish thingz were diff. nd i wish u trusted me but therez nuffin i can do bout it now so idk wut to do....like i wish i could go bacc nd not have given out ma password cuz loook where it got me now...i lost ma boo nd shit nd im ova here stressin liek a damn chump...nd i aint neva felt like dat
me: you big head you got me crying
him: hahah
me: lol it's true.
him: u lyin
him: i aint neva stress liek dis b4
him: 4 nobodi
me: y
me: for me then
me: ?
him: yeh 4 u
me: i dnt 8nderstand y
him : wut u eman y .....cuz ilu
him : guuuuuuuuuuurl
me : yea
I honsetly don't know what to do. i love him. but i hate this shit. i dunno help? |
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[Feb. 15th, 2007|06:29 pm] |
No school yesterday =]
but no tee yesterday =[
ahh whateveaaa I got him a camera so he can take his damn myspace pictures instead of always usein mine. Since I didn't get to see tee, dana didn't get to see Jim. So today I went and got her roses =] and i wrote her a note, tellin her we don't need them douche bagss. but me and tee have been soo good, that i'm kind of waiting for a fight.
Me and my mom have been fighting a lot since she HATES tee, but yet never met him, but whatever. She doesn't want me to hang out with dana, but she knows that, that is never going to happen. But I'm just going to try and win her trust back. Her and my dad have been fighting but I've gotten closer him, I can actually talk to him, and not have him get mad, she's says she's going to move out, and I really don't mind. She's been all stressed out but yet takes it out on me and my sister, and if she's going to stay it needs to stop.
School's going good, I'm passing I'm glad I don't need to worry about that.
I've gotten closer with a lot of people, and I can finally trust them, and not have to worry about and bullshit they have to give me.
And I love how i'm with joey ALL the time. this boy is like my son<3
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[Jan. 17th, 2007|09:26 pm] |
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so after work my mom took me to Irmas bridal, and i looked for dresses didn't see any and she showed me a book, and i got my prom dresss<3. i'm soo excited. i'm gunna put pictures of it sooon. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2007|06:36 pm] |
Best friend got her prom dress it's soo pretty. I'm going sunday, the dress I found i'm in love with. Jay west is where I hear a lot of people where going. I'm glad i'm going with the 4 girls i want to. everything going good, unlike other people who wanted me to go with.
gayyyyyyyyyyy. erica was suppose to hang out with me and best, but yea didn't go well. i'm sick. i hate hospital's but i have to wait and go bcak on tuesday. yea bye. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2006|11:33 pm] |
Yesterday was really good, I knew everything I was getting already but it didn't matter, i had like two surprises, that made me happy. I haven't seen my family in over a year so seeing them was good, my uncle lost all this weight it was so crazy seeing him skinny.
Tonight I'm going to see Erica and Nikki<3, then them, me and Lisa are all going ice skating. I haven't done that in about two years. As long as I see them I'll have a good time.
On Sat. I brought Dana and Joey there gifts, and after an hour of papa Koch putting it together, he loveddd it. He took three steps then fell it was really cute. His frist tooth is growing in but he's not screaming all the time, he's a really good baby. This is my favorite picture.
kay well i'm going to go bye! |
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[Nov. 21st, 2006|09:51 pm] |
So I went to the Homecoming, and i never had so much fun at dance before. After work i picked up Dana and we got ready then she went to her house to go take pictures with Jim and T, and Erica and Nikki came over my house and took pictures, which I need to get, went to Dana's to take pictue then PRESSIE! came and picked us up it was very cute. Everyone was suppose to come back to my house after we went out to eat, but only nikki, and erica did and I do not have a probably with that at all becuase I know I have their trust.
I've been working pretty much everyday, AND doing research papers for like every class, Now i'm sick so I had to leave work early, those damn little kids do not know how to hold there mouth.
Next friday, I think a bunch of us are going to the shore, =D just to look at houses and shit, oh well it's NEVER to early. but this week I think me and dana are going shopping for T's birthday. I'm excited for him. hahaha.
okay so Erica told me to update and I did. so yea have a good THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! |
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[Nov. 1st, 2006|02:22 am] |
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Everything is going pretty damn good. I've been with my best friend & boyfriend everyday pretty much and it makes me happy to know dana's coming back. I feel bad b.c i know everyone is going to try & be her friend again, and start all this shit for my best, but she don't give a fuck about you. so yea i am going out with Jarrell so people can stop talkin. i'm happy. I've never been treated this good before. Like i trust him, & i really wouldn't but i know he wouldn't cheat on me, or try to hurt me. so steve gorman yesterday was tellin me how he thinks my sisters hot, ah i got so pissed b.c he is the biggest whore, and ahh if he ever tried to get with my sister that would be so low since me & him went out. bhahaha, he's sad, & likes to get with little girls. Tonight erica & nikki came down, to go trick or treating but of course i got really sick, so just had to go home. friday should be cute, i want them to meet Jay b.c i know they would fall in love with him. well i just wanted to write, so people can know whats up. oh & i hung out wiht heather!!!<3. that was like the best night i've had in awhile she bonded with the family, it was cute. lifes good. erica "HII" you since you comment<33333333. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2006|01:34 pm] |
Work again at ten. But i get out at five so that's good. Tonight gaby really wants me to go
camping with her & everybody, & i'm I think I'm gunna go I miss that girl so much. & Last
night was just insane, I went to the dance all these people that i have never seen where there
someone brought there little brother there & he was about 11 he was adorable though.
Today's Justin's birthday & he wants me to go but i don't really like any of his friends,
or his girlfriend, & besides i didn't get him anything, even though i had to wait 2 months
for my gift. Tomorrow after work I'm pretty sure Erica & Nikki are coming over, I haven't
seen them in about 3 months it's been killing me, even though erica's boyfriend greddy and
wants her to stay with him, nahh not going to happen.
& I guess you could say that me & Tee are back together again, but he's still bein an asshole
& thinking he can run my life? yea no. I've been talking to a lot of new people so far, & i
like it a lot, it's not like the same people not that i don't like them but it's just nice
to hang out with some new faces.
well erica leave me your cute comment since your the only one<3. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|09:28 am] |
I'm pretty sure that my job is taken over my life, in the past two weeks of working i've only had one day off. I don't mind it but I can't work more then 40 hours a week for my class, gayyy.
The good thing though is that i've been with Tyler everynight, the other day we went out to dinner, & i got really sick, & he came over and i was throwing up, i felt dumb but he didn't care, and my parents like him, i think it's because he's white. hahaha. but whateveaaaa, he's really shy too, but when he says cute things & like holds my hand he gets all boyish. =D. & for the past two nights that he's been over it was just us, & i told him we probably could have had a lot of sex by now if he wasn't shy, hahahaha. ahh but i'm pretty happy.
Of course I have work today at ten. Today was suppose to be my day off, but I get paid tomorrow, that puts a HUGE smile on my face. kay well i needa get ready. Erica you know you'll comment so do yo thangg honeyyy. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|08:22 pm] |
Frist day of school was pretty good, i like all my classes even though they fucked it up. & i don't like going to a study hall the first day of school throughs me all off, but haha i got called out in front of everyone though. that made my day. then talked it over, then someone IMs me & tells me i'm still getting talked on?! thanks. but nothing is getting to me. i love my job, it's growing on me more & more. but one of the girls who i was really close with doesn't want to work there anymore, so now they gotta hire someone new, gayyyy. but they hire good people. I'm pretty glad this is my last year, & how we have everything for just us<3.
i kind of really can not wait till prom, i hope i look as pretty as tucci & heather did<3. && ericaaaa. so yea I've pretty much been working everyday. ever since i started i can't just sit i have to be moving.
okay well i only did this for erica. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2006|09:35 pm] |
THERE ARE MORE PICTURES, BUT I'M WAITING FOR ERICA TO PUT THEM UP. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2006|10:16 am] |
Last night was Janine's sweet 16, && oh my god. It was so beautiful, her dress was unbelievable she designed it her self I was so proud of her. Her family is so cute, a lot of her friends where assholes & just came in didn't even say anything to her, ahh the food was soo good, & the music was the best better then any dance i've been too lol. We thought it was over at 1 in the morning but it was over at around like 12:30 so we waited fort Lisa's mom, & the rain was soo freaking bad last night we had to pull over. But last was so great, everything was perfect. I got my hair highlighted I love ittt. It just looks a lot blonder in the backk, since she put in low lights but it still looks good.
Today's Lisa's little birthday party, I kind of don't want to go because there two people I don't get a long with but I know I have Nikki && Erica there so that'll be good, I think where all wearing our shirts from Janine's party mines a little huge but I'm wearing it to work today, Yea so I love my job,I've gotten really close with everyone really fast, & i love it. The only thing I hate is that I work everyday the only day I have off is sunday & of course i'm going to have to go to the carnival, even though i'd rather not go & see people. But I do want to see some.
This summer as been perfect, I wouldn't change any of it. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|07:47 pm] |
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm sorry if it's small. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|01:39 pm] |
7.3.06<3.
SO YEA THIS IS KIND OF MY FAVORITE PICTURE RIGHT NOW.
THAT'S WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE. STOP MAKING UP THINGS.
&& STOP THINKING ABOUT ME & MY DAMN LIFE. GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR DAMN SELF. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2006|12:08 pm] |
Yesterday was my first day at work, i don't really like it, nobody goes in there. && Then Erica came over it was so cute, we caught up & w.e then we went to the movies with my sister & saw "World trade center" && everybody cried the whole movie. I think this was harder to watch then everything actually happening, just b.c your finding out what happened when they where buried in the towers.
Then we went up & saw my mom, & dana at work then left. Then talked. then she left. Then me & my sister went & met up with dana, & caught little terence in the biggest lie. hahahah<3. Today I'm supposed to go & hang out with gina & sonny, & tee but gina's not picking up her phone & that means she probably made other plans with people & is with them. So then i'm just going to go to dana's & keep her company & eat, & watch movies.
I don't know what I'm gunna do with tee, I think I need to put him in his place. But i am really happy with him, just the whole sneaky thing is starting to piss me off. I'm not going to lie & say everything's okay, but it's getting there.
&& everyone was right I would find someone, everyone likes him :D. so that makes me even more HAPPIER<3. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|05:20 pm] |
I have a job, i'm so excited but I know it wont be for long.
I start Wed. at 10 30 & i work till 2, then I know that night I'm going to go see that "world trade center" i'm neverous to see that, i know i'll cry through the whole movie. I think terence, jim, & dana might happen to show up there since they all got me grounded :D that's okay i still love themmm.
okay well here are some pictures.
okay i have others but i don't feel like doing them right now. i'm gunna put a picture up or my ugly boy so everyone can see how ugly he is. :D |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2006|11:49 am] |
My mom hates me. I hate her.
but I love Heather, she made me happy.
BHeather10 [11:47 AM]: well, your wonderful. and who cares- as long as you're happy. and one day you will find a wonderful man to marry and have a wonderful life with him cause lets be honest any guy would be lucky to have you and you will rpove your mom wrong
BHeather10 [11:47 AM]: :)
Heather thank you so much. I don't know what i would with out you. <333. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|08:29 pm] |
Okay...
The day before my birthday Dana, Jim, Dice, & I went out to dinner it was really cute,Dice got me this little stuff puppy that says "Will fight for Love" he's corny. Then I went over Lisa's.
My birthday was really good, the best I've had. The shore was insane; really no other way to put it. This year we didn't go out as much, that was good since I didn't have to waste my money on anyone but my sister. It was cute Lisa's family bought me a cake I was really surprised.
Finally Nikki, && Erica came down<3. That's when everything just went insane. I took lots of pictures, everyone did. We met this boy there, everyone but nikki wanted him, especially Lisa but he only wanted me & Erica so Lisa got mad & all sad I just blew it off, no fighting always a plus, didn't run into a lot of people I knew. Lisa's cousin told me he was in Love with me, I'm not going to lie if I didn't have a boyfriend I would have a drunken night with him, lolol.
After Nikki && Erica left me & Lisa hung out with Nick he ended up being a douche, & I felt bad for Lisa she really had a thing for him, turned out he had a girlfriend hahahah. I laughed, she didn't. Came home & I got to see Heather!! we made all these cute planes I'm really excited, then I saw dana, jim, & boyfriend<3 it was really fun but I had to leave early : (.
Tomorrow I'm going to tan all day then go dollar blowing with "The crew". Janine's party is coming up soon<3!!!! & that means it's getting closer till I dye my hair!
I'm happy. I think this was enough. |
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